I am finishing up my degree as a Digital Media Designer. I love my work. It is something I adore. But I go through thinking and wondering if I am good enough for this. I doubt it. I just want to stay in school where I do not have to be an adult. I can stay where it is safe.
I know exactly what is expected of me. I know when and how much time and effort to put into every detail. I know when I can push Work Place Communications back so I can work on my HTML5 or when to put HTML5 on the back burner to work on PHP.
This I can do easily. But the real world. The adult world is very different. Some days I am just so tired. Like today. I have been working for days and days on my website and I can’t get the php to work. It is a coding language that I am trying to use to send a form to me as an email.
But some days you need to roll with the punches and just deal with it. This past week we lost my Step-Grandmother on my Dad’s side and then my Great Uncle on my Mom’s side. So i just kinda pushed everything to the side to deal with people stuff. I am glad that I did but doesn’t make deadlines easier.
You know you are all kinds of messed up when at midnight you choose to take a break to blog. It’s the little things in life right? Well I do enjoy blogging. It is relaxing and soothing for me. There are few things that can relax me this quickly. There is:
- Playing my PlayStation3
- Hugs from my best friend or
- Talking to my best friend
What does everyone else do to relax? Ok Thought process is getting a little fuzzy. Time to nap I think. Hope everyone is doing well. One more day of finals and then Spring Break in Florida!